Just a Little Freaked Out

Got your cup of tea? I have mine. August 8, 2012 i think my life has completely changed. That was the day that I was diagnosed with MS. For 2 day I was in a daze. I didn't want to talk about it with anyone yet the few people that knew, that's all they seemed to want to talk about. I've come to terms with it now but it's still scary cause I don't really know what to expect. I don't want to read too much about it until I finally get my appointment to see the specialists at the Health Science Centre. But at the same time I want to know what I should be asking them. The few people that I have told have been so supportive. I just love them so much. The one person that I'm not sure about is my husband. I'm not sure if he completely grasps what this is or not. I think that he will find the natural remedy and it will go away. He's the guy that thinks everything has a natural cure and you just have to find it. Believe me. I really wish that were true. And if he wants to research everything he can and find if for my, I will take it! So far my left leg hasn't competely agreed with me twice and both time it was walking home from Dance dance Party Party (an evening of dancing at the Community Center) and just being tired more often. If that's all this is I think I can handle it but I really don't think I can be that lucky. I think I will use this as a vent and a place to keep track of what's going on. And if you happen to read this and didn't know, please don't go blabbing. I really don't need a lot of people knowing. I'm not sure how this is going to affect me and getting terms for work. Like I said, I don't know what to expect out of this so I don't know what will happen at work. I'm on my feet all day and working with kids.